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[January 23rd. Sunday;9:51 pm] |
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First major fuck-up of 2005.
I guess I lost 2 good friends.
Can I not trust myself anymore?
I'm probally losing more than just 2 friends...
I've become so distant...
And things are happening that I wouldn't do awhile ago.
But theripists can fix that sort of thing...
I haven't been honest with friends... things I say are honest... but the things I don't say.
Fuck the labels because right now life sucks and I feel depressed. Or emo.
Just stay home... and work... nothing else will exist for awhile... I need to think and try to find the best way. I guess my choices are bad... no one supports me and I see why. I guess it's impossible for people to change.
God, I haven't cried in awhile.
I guess it lets me know I'm real.
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[December 15th. Wednesday;6:28 pm] |
This goes to anyone and everyone who reads this. Post anything that you want, but make sure you post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you like/want to. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. if you want, correspond something that involves both of us. that isnt mandatory. what is mandatory: anonymous
Please do this... I want to see... anything.
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[November 13th. Saturday;6:57 pm] |
This journal is friends only!
Comment to join the merriment.
XD
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